In Childhood
By Kimiko Hahn
things don't die or remain damaged
but return: stumps grow back hands,
a head reconnects to a neck,
a whole corpse rises blushing and newly elastic.
Later this vision is not True:
the grandmother remains dead
not hibernating in a wolf's belly.
Or the blue parakeet does not return
from the little grave in the fern garden
though one may wake in the morning
thinking mother's call is the bird.
Or maybe the bird is with grandmother
inside light. Or grandmother was the bird
and is now the dog
gnawing on the chair leg.
Where do the gone things go
when the child is old enough
to walk herself to school,
her playmates already
pumping so high the swing hiccups?
Kimiko Hahn, "In Childhood" from The Artist’s Daughter. Copyright © 2022 by Kimiko Hahn. Reprinted by permission of W. W. Norton & Company, Inc.
Source:
The Artist’s Daughter
(W. W. Norton & Company, Inc., 2022)
